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last monday in the morning I began to see these things, some days after the voices. It is not so easy to describe their attacks. It feels as if they try to push me out of my body. Or as if they try to control me. I have done some things (I wouldn't do normally) in a trance-like condition. I was not unconscious but under some external influence, unable to notice it at first. After these happenings I could notice it (and was shocked) and was fighting against it. It worked. They can only do it if you don't know or don't care.
In one night it was so terrible that I began to pray for help like I have never done before in my live. I heard my own inner voice echoing through the whole city. And someone helped me. It was silent for a while so I could sleep. In that night my mother had a dream. She told me that she heard me crying so loud that she was really shocked.
You are right that fear is a big problem. But it's better now than in the beginning and I hope it will vanish completely.
Thank you
Mathias
Last edited on Dec 13th, 2007 02:44 PM by